Absurd Chaos

Discarded signs and Ignored voice The gaiety of life Has sometimes been Vexed For it often times resides On the quiet side of the Chasm Reality is a pruple man Wounded but very much Alive Too alive Too aloud Too concerned with mortality

Coming back From the dark candy shop With the grey swirlies ice cream Cones And black Lollies I’m full I’m sick I’m feeling like myself I’ve come to identify me By the road back From that candy Shop To the eden garden Of colourful rose petals I’m not there I’m not here I’m Coming Back

What is wrong with you? He said He looked her over. She was wearing her best outfit yet; new pumpkin coloured coat, the new black skinny that made her look taller, new brown quirky ankle boots and a band t-shirt: The Droogs (she made up the band, created the logo and printed on the tee). It's the best because it's the newest. what do you mean what is wrong with me?! It's the same old song. You're lost. Yes! Again! Alright, let's retrace your steps. The earliest memory I have is of the abandoned green kiosk- Yellow. It's green today! Okay. So I was standing in front of the green kiosk holding my favourite bottle of nothing when I heard a low moan… The usual bed bug? Yes. Poor soul. Maybe we should get her a Doctor. Bed bug doctors are extinct. Oh. And so I turned around and headed towards her… fancy an ice cream cone? Sure, but we'll regret this later, it's very cold! She smiled. I asked her what is wrong? She said she’s been broken a...

When I knew how much I could know yet how little; I stopped wanting to know; how could you attain infinite knowledge when you're just a finite being? How could you handle living with the need of drying oceans and only succeed at drinking half a puny lake? When I knew how little I could ever know; my heart cried and my soul dried its tears; for the suffering is ever in the interest of my soul

Ground control to Major Tom Ground control to Major Tom It's time we all reach out, Major  for something new that means you, too Planet Earth is blue and there's nothing you can do,  Something's ain't right Something's bugging you, Major Tom,  you were broken  before the sky would open. But Major, There's a crack in everything and that's how she got in. And you want to travel with her, Major and you want to travel blind. She took the grey skies out of your way turned a bright spark into a flame. Now,  you're floating in the most peculiar way, the stars start to look different, under the purple rain. Hallelujah, Hallelujuah you start to fade you even forget her name Hallelujah, Hallelujah and everything went wrong still Suzanne kept your song. Can you hear me, Major Tom? Can you hear me, Major Tom? Can you hear me, Major Tom? Can you hear me, Major Tom?     this is a tribute to David Bowie, Prince, Leon...

Hey girl lots of changes ahead like you need to be warned? you think you finally came back to a permanent (for now) land you feel safe and secure after an awful year full of death and loss and changes they're still going to happen two more deaths and three more changes they will break you traumatise you give you depression and severe anxiety but please remind me in five years to live in the moment I already loved, it wasn't too scary I already lost, I'm still recovering I've lived the worst day of your life you should have been there! I needed your know-it-all ass to tell me it's okay to remind me that it's not my fault but that's just a fantasy because I know how guilty you are now even before it happens. remember that thing that haunted us for 10 years? remember those bad dreams and longful memories? we should have done something about them, didn't we? did we fail? did i fail? but what is failure? I don't know. to many...

we were not meant to go there. today, Sarah and I, were suppsosed to go to Toledo ! We were going there for the day with minimal budget (ie that would only cover food costs) and we ( I ) got something wrong, we went to the train station thinking we could use our transportation cards and go to Toledo for free, when in reality it was the BUS that was for free which was in another part of the city. It was already late and raining. But the museum had a free entrance. So YAY MUSEUM!  we also bought a selfie stick especifically for the trip that never happened and we couldn´t just waste it! Solana